String of emotions

I have always known myself to be sentimental. On contrary to the belief, that the way you are raised and the environment and people around you define your ways, I have only rebelled. I suspect that man's belief in the other side being greener,is behind it. Born to a Man devoted to serve his country,my childhood is scattered across the nation. Many places,as many schools and a different hub of people every time. Even as a child I knew that these conditions would stimuli any kid to a detached lifestyle and no sense of loss at the parting of the old,but only the jubilant feeling associated with the possibilities laying ahead. Yes, the world is my oyestor and yeah I'll probably make it anywhere. But the same can't be said about the range of my emotions. The sentimental value I hold towards the people and things in my life, is a big part of who I am. Today, a lot is said and less is actually felt. People don't care about their folks and loved ones beyond a certain boundary. A sudden surprise gun shot in the street, and guess how many will try to pull out their loved one out of harms way? You'll find most of them frantically ducking for self preservation. That's just the way things are. Happily ever after ain't forever anymore, but a matter of years or even months. Friendships are short-lived and relationships are meaningless. In such a ambiance, there is little scope for black or white honesty and sentimentality. If you think you know a person,double check if you honestly do? The results can be alarming. I for one, have seen it time and again that trust is over rated.