Eternally damsel in distress

Happiness is what makes life livable. When times are too hard and nights are too cold, one holds onto his cherished moments, like a thirsty man hanging on every drop of water in a merciless desert. Every dark cloud has a silver lining right? But sometimes people dwell too much into the negative. One gets sucked in by the notion that when nothing is going right it's just better to sit and not do anything at all. Just let it be, yeah? Let the events unfold, however they may. One ends up taking a back seat in his own life. It's just like handing over the direction of the movie called "my life" to some random stranger on the street, called "fate". For a while it's a joy ride. Enjoy the pop corn, get tanned maybe.! But the funny thing is, sooner or later U'll end up making a grab for the steering wheel. Will it tamed that easily ? One wonders.

Decisions that where once obvious once after now blurred and screwed up to its very limit. One hesitates as to the most tiniest things and believe me it isn't easy. Imagine a spontaneous person losing it all of a sudden. Turning to people around him for a clue as per how to proceed? The worst thing, is that whichever path he chooses, he wouldn't be satisfied. He'll be snacking on and talking about some confused loser in the neighbourhood and all of a sudden, he'll be like, oh am soo him! It ain't no pretty site.